As you know, I am distracted. Very distracted., by life love and Art. I love what we have and what we share, but I don't know. I think that I must move on. How am I to take this place seriously. Really, "DeviantDollars?" What the fuck is that? Is that like Monopoly money? Get real. Pay thirty REALDollars and get a print acount so you can get Monopoly money and be recognized... by who? I hate to say it (because I love all of you who have supported my dreams) but I'm out. I'm not going to be a so called "Deviant." I thought deviants are like the Goonies and we stood for each other. But words can be twisted on you. Truth is, that it's not always so. I hope I'm wrong, i hope that i'm misinformed or ignorant and paranoid. please inform me if I'm wrong. This does not mean I'm stopping my art. It means DEVIANTART IS DEAD TO ME.



-Johnny v5.0





you were like a brother



you showed me not to be afraid of color



I haven't heard from you in ages



I don't have to look at your avatar to know I made you laugh...

and why am i thinking of huggy bears?



I envy you so much. you have no idea. I thought i had a gift, I was wrong the real gift is telling a story



You're always there, and I love you for it. in a very hetero way

"email me" (said in the voice of the old man on Family Guy)
but seriously email me



Sancho, I love ya. I haven't heard from you in a while.


You know were to contact me
johnny_v5_0@yahoo.com
[link]

with all my love and no regret


P.S. You have no idea how tear breaking that was to hear listening to this message read back to you by a Mac's TextEdit speech command

P.S.S. I am not emo, I am not killing myself